About My Temptation

The first temptation of human...!!

Dear Praveen

Reg: About our Temptation

I don’t know why you can’t control me to stop it. Feeling shit about it. When I’m normal I can feel like I’m safe but when I’m tempted while going out for a break or going in an auto alone to meet my friends, the temptation is making to have it. I badly need to control my temptation I smell shit after having it. Yeah I’m addicted I shouldn’t be like this I must have self control. Don’t I? I can control it but every time I said this, I ‘m failed. I need to overcome, not through treatment, need to over come it under high temptation too.

“Temptation starting stage of all kind of addiction”

I’m not a God but I can be my own God. It’s my life, my fucking rules, my attitude control it Praveen and you can. It’s not good for health, I know it’s not. Then why the fuck I’m into it. Still I think you can over come it and you can’t. I’m fucking scared if our family got to know about it, after getting a job I may smoke in front of them. I don’t wanna be such a jerk.

Be your own God you arrest your temptation. No arresting, give a fucking encounter to those temptations. You are “Praveen” believing in Jesus and believing I’m God for myself. “God never fails”, hope you won’t Praveen

Regards

Praveen’s Mind ;-)

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